state of being obsessed (Self reflection moments)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6ZjMWLqJvM


Directed by Laura Neuvonen
Country Finland
Year of Production 2005
Running Time 7 minutes

Moral of this story is not to become obsession to something..... and when u lose it u will feel lost!

Hmm... sometimes i feel that i am in a state of being obsessed to my ah bei... Haha... after being married for few months only my ah bei told me that i should not be so sticky to him... we had so many arguements every now and then and matters seems to get worst after 1 another... i ask myself if this is really what i want for myself and ah bei... i always wanted a happy family and i want ah bei to make me happy.... only recently i realise that happiness comes from within and not hoping and wishing that somebody could provide happiness to me... 1 month passed without much huge storm btw me and my ah bei...

conclusion for this month:
1) not much of a nagging wife for this month
2) mingle much more with friends recently
3) smile more (always remind myself to have G.S.T = great, smile and say thank you)
4) Think +ve
5) enjoy moments with ah bei
6) cook more (ya, this month i started to cook lotsa new dish for ah bei and friends)
7) sit down and hv self reflection
8) started a blog (really enjoy blogging)
9) have nice church pal always there for me
10) have nice childhood friends always there for me
11) my nice sisters (chin and ling)
12) talk lesser to my dogs and focus and shower love to my ah bei more
13) allow my ah bei to sleep more (and not to disturb him when he is sleeping)

as for my ah bei:
1) hang out lesser with his 'group of friends'
2) trys to understand me more
3) make time for me to bring me for movies (this month we hv seen the most movies)
4) bring me shopping (even i know he hates it)
5) start to show love to my dogs (He finally "sayang" snowball and miki, thank God for that)
6) talk to me more
7) appreciate me more
8) encourage me to blog
9) yes, he read my blog yday (Praise GOD for it...)
10) he wash his own - and * yday (ahaha.... shan tell u wat is that)

Praise GOD for this happy wonderful month with Ah bei...

HIS Love endures forever

Psalm 136:1
Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good. His love endures forever. :2 Give thanks to the God of gods. His love endures forever. :3 Give thanks to the Lord of lords: His love endures forever. :4 to him who alone does great wonders, His love endures forever. :5 who by his understanding made the heavens, His love endures forever. :6 who spread out the earth upon the waters, His love endures forever. :7 who made the great lights-- His love endures forever. :8 the sun to govern the day, His love endures forever. :9 the moon and stars to govern the night; His love endures forever.