Before and after....

Before I had my Melon....

We could still share 1 Sofa ....
Still the shortest among all but there was no tummy...
We could still stay out late.... and be crazy wanna be students...

NOW.... I look more like a SEALION...

Check out the melon in me....

Yes, I m out of shape.... this was taken 3 months ago... can imagine how big my Melon has develop since....

In FACT,

I am very happy that I finally hv this precious melon... it was not easy, bei and I planned it almost for 1 year and before we gave up... GOD gave us this melon seed... *winks* a melon that is a WELCOME to the family :)

Questions I always ask Ah bei:

1: Bei, I love you... do you love me? Can U say "I Love you to me everyday" (I always have this silly tots of... "wat if this is the last chance u can say "I Love you" to your spouse?)

WHEN WAS YOUR LAST TIME U said "I LOVE U" to your hubby? (me... EVERYDAY=)

2: Bei, if baby is out hor... I am still your number 1 leh... baby comes number 2...

(Bei ask me few days ago... "Ur daddy number 1 or I number 1?... hmm... of cos daddy la, he is my daddy and i love him alot leh...then u comes number 1.1 lah... cos i love u also!!! "Bei: OK, then u are my number 2 also!!!!" ..... Me: " NO!!!! Cannot, ok i give u number 0.9 then my dad comes number 1... u are 1 decimal point more than my daddy ok...") That's how silly I can be...

3: Bei, do i look sexy? U still like my sexy melon body? (Hahaha... )

4: Bei, I can see my own toes and also my little friend... can u help me to check if they are ok? (I even hv problem cutting my own toe nails... haha... )

5: Will I still have bird nest to drink every week after I gave birth? (Bei answered: Yes another type of bird nest is whiter but i need your help!! Hahaha... )

I really felt like a princess with melon at this moment of my life.... and i rank my ah bei 10 over 10 FULL MARKS for begin a SUPER nice hubby and melon to be daddy...

I XOXO you so much ah bei :O)..

I will marry u over and over again each day....

My love message to baby

Dear baby,

I am 6 months 4 days preggy...

baby, mummy's back is so pain and my foot is swelling too... I can feel u kicking more often now and I think u got strong legs like daddy... haha, can't wait to see how u look like :) Guess u will look like daddy alot...

I am now weight 52kg (1st time in my life i am in the 50th range) hopefully I will be back to 40th range once u are born...

Your name might be Kaydon but daddy says neighbour's baby is jaydon so we shld name u another name instead... how about Lucus? Baby, u like Lucus? Mummy want your chinese name to have "le - means Happy in chinese" but daddy says too girly... shld hv some manly name so u will be super MAN... mummy thinks u are man enough... cos mummy always talk crappy stuff and dirty stuff... cos u are in me... and i am manly by now... Hahah.... okie baby, mummy will see u soon in 108days....

Loving u so much...

Mummy and Daddy

Preggy me

Hmmm... I guess i am about 4months + pregnant and still trying to figure out about pregnancy... a little confuse about the actual months of pregnancy in fact... I thought i was actually 5 months preggy... but doc says is only 4months plus.... hmmm...

Aunty didnt visit me...
18 March 2009
(keeping finger cross, aunty dun come pls... bb come...)
Sal: Bei, i think my tummy is rounder hor, i like want to vomit leh.... i think is bb leh... no blood this month leh...
Bei: REALLY!!! but hor U every month, every day also want to vomit 1 ley... and ur tummy is always fat loh.... aiya... wait for few more days then say la.... but really then good la...
Sal: ###**~^^#......
....
Found pregnant (using test kit)
19 March 2009(i think... )
Sal: B, i think is really preggy leh... 10days late liao leh....
Bei: ok, later we go and buy test kit....
sal: U buy ok, i shy leh... whahahhha...
bei: Buy 2 la... hahaha... then can really confirm and chop....
(bei bought a cheap cheap 1.. try try 1st... we both didnt expect it was so expensive.... )
SAL: TEST number 1 two lines appear... the 2nd line was very light and cant really confirm leh.... how huh... but i think is bb leh.... very excite hor....
bei: .... i also dun noe leh... i think we buy another kit... this time buy expensive 1....
NEXT day
Sal: TEST number 2 .... +sign appear... I think have liao la... very very clear leh... b,VERY HAPPY leh....
Bei:
Sal: Hey, what kind of expression is that... why no expression....
bei: Of cos happy la... but dun noe hv or not leh.... weekends we go see gynae la... i call my mum 1st....
.........
Gynae check
10days after 19 march
>>> At Dr Lim TB clinic at Mt E.... same test kit was use... again the sign was very light only... Doc says, yes u r pregnant but to confirm that come back on 4 April to check again....
Sal: huh... then i not pregnant ah?
doc: Yes, u can say u are pregnant but we need a confirmation with stronger +sign...

Sal: B, very sien leh... like that is preggy or not preggy...
Andy: dun noe leh... come back again loh... :O(
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Confirm preggy (found heart beat but doc didnt let us hear the heart beat)
4 April 2009 @ 9AM
SAL: B, wake up liao wake up liao... go see bb
bei: Ok, quick go prepare then go le...
>> anyway, both of us didnt know we can request to hear the heart beat... hmmm doc shld hv ask anyway... 1st time parents shld be curious and excited about hearing heart beat of our little creation....
**** EXTREMELY HAPPY me and ah bei.... ******
Andy: finally my sperm win the war leh.....
..........

Was little head, body and limbs forming (this is just so amazing)
2 May 2009
>>> He/She is so active.... we can see that bb is turning and moving non stop... haha... should be like daddy (just so active...)
....
NUH to check that baby is healthy + 1st HEART BEAT heard
20May 2009
>>> 3 tubes of blood taken...
alittle worry about the pain i have in my "left or right" tummy.. cant recall...
30May 2009 (suppose to visit doc on 6 June... but cant wait so change to a earlier appointment)
>>> doc says is wind in my stomach... means eat too much rubbish that cos wind and maybe i didnt shit enough... hahhaha...
....
June, has no gynae visit cos we Kiasu went earlier to double check bb was okie..... June seems a long waiting period before i ca see bb again.... but something exciting found....

1st movement of BB
I felt bb moving.... (wonder was it my own imagination or wat...) but days after days it felt stronger....
There was 1 night, as usual bei fell asleep faster than me...

Sal: B, wake up... feel bb.. i think is bb hand or leg or some parts that is so hard...
bei: **blur blur touching it** ya, is bb... can feel very hard... eh.... dissapear liao leh.... think bb go to bed liao....
Sal: u got feel or not... is bb leh... kick so hard.. think bb angry that i am not sleeping so kick me leh...
bei: orh... ZzzZzzzz....

Waiting for 4 July to come to update on the gender of bb...
>>> My feeling tells me is a Girl.... cos i am still pretty and not ugly... (hahaha)... but sad to say i am getting from S size >>> M size>>> now... L Size PANTIES (ah bei named it Ah ma teh kor)....

sal: B, my panties very tight leh.... very painful... must buy new panties liao....
bei: Aiya, why dun u dun wear panties to work...
Sal: Siao Ah.. like that how can? will catch a cold and people will see my mei mei leh...
bei:
Just cant imaging why ah bei can hv such imagination and suggestion.... that's so my ah bei...

Please Help Feisty Princess Charmaine

Saw this in facebook and my heart sanked.... This little princess Charmaine is only 3years plus and she has been diagnosed with neuroblastoma (4th stage Cancer)... at her age i guess i was running around knowing nothing about what is cancer and what is pain and suffering... there are so much blessing in life that we never know how to cherish and appreciate....

See how pretty and cheerful this little gal is... Why could this happen to such sweet little ones.... go to her blog directly http://ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com/

When you are at her blog, there are pictures of her after having the chemo and she is still looking so strong and cheerful... doctor has to provide her with morphine to reduce her pain.... even i dont really know her personally, but from the picture you can tell that she is really a brave strong gal.... she was breathing thru a oxygen mask and she even request to have a picture taken with the mask.... i am so proud of you, little Charmaine.... I know God will be there for you :O)

"I pray that Daddy in heaven will take away this terrible monster from this brave strong gal... I pray for strength and painless therapy.. i pray for recovery for little charmaine.... pls heal this little gal and send all your pretty caring angel to her every moment to keep her well again... I pray that charmaine mummy will be strong and have no worries financially.... I pray for help from every source and by word of mouth..... i pray that Charmaine will fight this monster and be up again like any other children in the world.... Amen"

Winning Sperm....

Annoucement of winning the sperm and egg war..... Was wondering when shld i start using the anti stretch mark cream.... so i ask fiona this question over msn...

Moi: Yo, wat brand of anti stratch mark cream u use huh?
Fiona: you mean stretch marks?
Moi: haha... Ya i mean stretch not stratch....
Fiona: hahahahahahahaha....
Fiona: I use palmers
Moi: buy from where huh? Expensive or not?
Fiona: quite, $20+( when to take a picture to show me )

Moi: (Thinking... kns so expensive) when u start to use huh and ot effect meh?
Fiona: I started once i knew i was pregnant... why leh?
Moi: Andy's sperm won the war liao after 9 months of war
Fiona: OMG..... you are pregnant?
Moi: Ehh... i tot i sms u liao
Fiona: NEVER, I AM HAPPY FOR YOU
Moi: y me oso very happy....

In fact i am super happy..... when i knew at 4 weeks i feel like telling the whole world... but u know la... the old wives tales... cannot tell cannot do this cannot eat this and that ..... ok....

After the 2nd confirmation from doctor and was able to heard the heart beat I announce to the whole world... I AM 7 WEEKS PREGNANT !!!!!! at last sperm and egg married each other... ahaha :O)

Ms Swan at ATM

This is really funny.... Whahahaha...

BlessingsSSsss in 2009

2009 started 1 and a half months ago.... Looking back, is a relieved I would say....

Ah bei had found a new job before ending of 2008 and is a bonus as he got a confirmation within 4 months of his new job + assurance that he has gain favour from his bosses (Andy, u learn fast :) I am very proud of my ah bei :) REALLY! Ah bei deserve very much for that credit as he really work very hard for it...

Me... hmmm... just very bless in life recently.... feeling of peace despite the fact that I made a huge decision in life.... a feeling just not easy to discribe... an experience of excitement and happiness.... Just simply very very thankful.....

This song from Chris Tomlin describe how i feel at this present moment of my life...

There is an endless song

Echoes in my soul

I hear the music ring

And though the storms may come

I am holding on

To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise

How can I ever say enough

How amazing is Your love

How can I keep from shouting Your name

I know I am loved by the King

And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes

In the darkest night

For I know my Savior lives

YouKnowing You'll see me through

And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times

Sing when I win

I can sing when I lose my step

And fall down again

I can sing 'cause You pick me up

Sing 'cause You're there

I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord

When I call to You in prayer

I can sing with my last breath

Sing for I know

That I'll sing with the angels

And the saints around the throne

Image of my Godson....

6 months......

Both 7.5 months.....

Is amazing.... i can see my Godson's eyes, nose and lips....

Has a nose of my gf and a lip of daddy....

Cant wait to see my Godson.....

Pregnancy and Sandy

• Recieved a call last month... "coming to my son baby shower bo"


• Recieved a sms last week from a friend.... "Just gave birth to a healthy baby"


• In church, 3 cell friend has given birth recently and 1 pregnant....


• Saw a friend at East Coast... "I am pregnant, and jus did my ROM"


• Received an sms yday from a good friend of mine.... "pls call me when u r free, I am pregnant"


• Received a MSN picture of a scanned baby picture of my very very best friend in JB....


• At work place, 4 jus give birth.... and 1 pregnant.....


• Another friend got shot gun recently and no choice got married.....
  
  lots of cow boys and girls recently.... Niu year is really good for child birth? Or is economic too bad for people to stay out of shopping and start making babies at home?
  
  And i wonder, ever if i have a small sandies... how will life be? Is rather depressing month after month wishing and hoping.... maybe it comes for a reason and maybe is the timing...
  
  Haiz... at times i wonder if the whole world is only jus me and my ah bei will do... how i wish we dont hv to be busy work so hard for lifes ahead... can be quiet painful to see ah bei working so hard and he keeps having bad headache and when he is home he still have to hears me nag and play momo games with me and do house work over the weekends.... bei has really make a good husband so far... haha... and me not so good... cos i hate housework... but i will try to do some during weekdays so when weekends comes ah bei can go out with me and not stay home do house work.... i am glad i have ah bei in life with me... i am enjoying alot with ah bei and i really wish God will continue to bless sandy's life always... even when we are always so noti....

wishing .. and hoping....

One Step At A Time Cover - Jordin Sparks

Peter is so COOL...