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The corporate world

Corporate world is the real world

Come on' face the fact baby!

This is what I always tell bei....

the world you are in now is the real world....

ur superior will sweet talk you if u r a good worker...

ur superior will complaint to you about the bosses....

BUT

all superior are just 2 face people by choice or without....

they are just the sandwich tier workers stuck in btw bosses and subordinates....

they will be giving you promises about pay raise and bonus...

when they face the real boss they will be giving the head start how to cut cost and lower your salary....

HAHAHA....

Welcome to the real world baby!

Being in the corporate world for my pass 10years (wah, shit i am damm so old oredy!) I have seen and experience good and bad superior and bosses.... we just have to wear fake mask to work if you dont like your job or ur bosses! Hahaha...

Was chatting with someone from the management level earlier and she was talking about her subordinates using up all her annual leave and MCs... She asks " shld I get her to leave or let her stay till CNY?" is a tough answer actually.... she is old and helpless and she needs the money to maintain her family yet she is not an efficient worker.... if the company keeps her is purly for compassionate reason but then again haiz....

CONCLUSION:

HAIZ, I wish i can be a tai tai soon and stay home be a good houseFLY and good Milk mummy....

I promise to do all the housework...

iron all bei clothes....

provide XXX for bei... Hahaha...

cook for family....

milk for Lucas....

and importantly stay pretty and chio looking for ah bei....

Aunty?? Ehh... i am not sure i am or not BUT i am putting effort still to doll up myself.... so maybe not lah hor???

Melon going to be ONE

Lucas is going to be ONE in another 21 days....

Words Lucas murmured ard:

mama (mixed up mummy and mam mam means eateat)

Papa

Ah Ma (he will shout so loudly when calling Ah Ma)

bai bai (bye bye)

Lucas can really say "bai Bai" and wave his hands whenever he leaves ah ma's place... he loves going to ah ma place cos there is 3 other kids at ah ma house playing with him.... but everytime after he is back home, he will be looking so lonely and upset cos got so many toys but nobody to play with :( Haiz makes me want to hv 2nd melon just for Lucas....

Lucas is learning how to walk now but he has collected so many "Baruku" for learning to stand before he can walk... he just had a fall right in fornt of me and ah ma last night and he cried so hard and loud after he fell!

BUT something I love about it is that he will only want me to carry him after he fall..... hehehe... he knows i will sayang him and cuddle him so tightly until he stop crying...

Lucas appetite at 6mths comparing to current is so different...

@ 6mths:

whatever u give he will just swollow without complaint

he will finish 3 rice bowl of porridge

willing to wear a bib

@ Current

he will grumble and cry if he doesnt like it

will pretend to vomit to show that he dont want anymore!

he will only eat 1st bowl of porridge so fast that u cannot slow down if not he complaint

the 2nd bowl he will pretend to vomit

the 3rd bowl he will be crying and pushing everything that comes near his mouth

baby at this age is really smart....

he will cry if u put a bib ard him...

As for mummy and daddy.... before and after we are always still so tired.... how we both wish I can sleep for 1 whole day without any worries......

My 2 man in life

I miss those days with bei alone.....

for my melon we hv give up many "couple time" or even "me time"...

and i wondered.....

when will i hv another movie with bei or a holiday with bei again....

used to laugh abt people who cant do much things when they started to hv babies...

now i think i am in this situation then i realise is really hard to let go of taking care of Lucas.....

Reason or rather we cant bear to leave Lucas with "someone/anyone":

• will lucas be sick ?
• can that someone handle lucas?
• hv lucas eaten?
• can lucas sleep?
• will we bother people too much?

Was chatting with Bei the other day and we hv 2nd tots about hving 2nd little melon.... haiz, is a JOY but cant we cope physically and financially?

Maybe ask us again when Lucas is 3 years old....

I am loving my 2 man very much and so much more everyday passes by....

bei has been a great father and a great husband (minus off the nagging part)...

I hope Lucas will have sibling (no "s") but not so soon... will see if mummy and daddy can cope physically/metally/financially :)

Love you alot bei and my melon lucas

seeing u guys soon :)

Selfish? Over Protective? or this is JUST Motherhood?

MOTHERHOOD!

SORRY but I am rather pissed, upset and frastrated with friends and people around me who don't or have not experience motherhood yet.....

Why do people or I would rather say is friends whom I know for so many years dont have the basic courtesy to tell me that they are sick/unwell/recovering BUT not fully well yet!

Is really HEARTPAIN to see Lucas falling SICK

Not enough sleep or rest is common for me and bei already, we understand and know this is parenthood and giving up rest time for Lucas is neccessary and we are all willing to do so BUT pls pls pls friends just pls go far far away from us if u are sick!

Call me over protective or sensitive BUT u will never understand till u become a mother yourself!

Have U or rather maybe in the near future see your child:

1. shiver and cry until no voice when U give him a neubuliser.....
2. slim down within few days
3. use to eat 2 full bowls of porridge but now cry after half bowl
4. cant sleep well

I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE

I am tired and frastrated... sorry if I have been rude but I just cant bear to see Lucas been sick....

How to make edible paint for my melon LUCAS

Any plain flour, mix with water to liquid consistency and add beetroot juice for red, or pandan for green, and you'll get "edible paint" for baby to play.

Hvnt done that yet... but sounds fun and Lucas shld enjoy painting too....

LUCAS IS ONE sooooooon.... is great feeling that he is a big baby oredy... the love for LUCAS is just something I am not sure how to describe...

now i truly understand what is unconditional love